shh

 i,
am trying to escape from this surreal world.
which is
escapism.
it is not a good thing.
but,
it can help to relieve depression.
which is good.
at least for me.
however,
escapism may become addictive.
and turns into an extreme condition.
which, is definitely not a good thing.
as the consequences,
are way scarier.
for example,
losing the ability of surviving in the real world.
therefore, the conclusion:
don't even think of escaping reality.